graybishop

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 02:02:17 GMT

A facebook I has, Kiyel is the name

Woot

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 02:53:38 GMT

Happy Birthday Rae!

And you thought you were a LOTR fan

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 04:32:39 GMT

holy crap

http://www.techeblog.com/index.php/tech-gadget/artist-recreates-city-of-kings-with-matchsticks

The feelings of a Troll

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 17:43:09 GMT

I'm not sure if anyone will read this. More then likely not but I need somewhere to place my thoughts and woe betide those who might be inflicted by it in my currently sleep depraved and crazy mind.

I have come to realize that at the basic core there are 3 types of people.

Those who will do anything for things they want. . . I will call them mercenaries. They don't make up a majority of the population but on the whole you know when they are around. Now this doesn't mean they are necessarily bad, some people feel this way over food, money, and girls as an example. A few people I know are a good example of this. One example is with girls, they prefure human, female, and breathing and are willing to take 2 out of the 3 if they can (imagine at your own risk). They are generally the life of the party and most people like them for some reason or another and they also appeared laid back.

The next group is what I would call the warriors. They make up a majority of the population and for the most part if you don't screw with them they won't screw with you. An example I have is the warrior would save the damsel from the dragon and when she offers herself to him he would take it. Not closely guarded by their morals but on the whole are a friendly bunch.

The final group is the paladins. People who live to do good no matter what. Often thinking of others before themselves. They can be self sacrificing and some of the most generous people you will meet. They are sticks in the mud however, don't ask them to break a rule or a law, big no no. They are good to have around as they are dependable and steadfast but for the most part people don't bring them to partys as they are not as likely to indulge in the wanton excesses of the other in the room.

Now this is just a theory and I could probably find many classifications in the middle group I choose to be so vague about.

The real reason I posted this is because of something that happened last night to me. My friend Mandi (who is a good hearted and lovely girl should I say so myself and I greatly respect her.) was leaving for a date. I told her have a good date and she replied you too. Not that it was her fault, but this bothered me greatly. I have always tried to be the best person I could be (the last group (I could be full of shit too but this is what I see myself as)).

As I have said, those who have known great amounts of pain are for the most part the most kind. I have noticed though that people like to have me around, but don't like me being around. Let me explain before I just sound crazy. I have always for the most part had the respect and kindness of those around me after a bit of time of getting to know them and me. But no one has ever wanted to hang out with me, play video games with me, or even just talk unless they are having some troubles and want it off their chests (Don't get me wrong, I like being able to help people get things off their chests but I like normal people talk too). All attempts to do so have been brushed aside or told ok but never followed through. The few times I have asked a girl out they have either given me a similar response or told me they aren't emotionally ready for a relationship like that.

This floors me, I know I am intense but I would never ask anything untoward. Over the years I have come up with various reasons for no one wanting to be a friend I can hang out with and enjoy life with. Maybe I am really boring, I know I won't do anything risky like drink underaged but doesn't mean I will look down on someone who chooses to. Maybe I smell bad, I put deodorant on everyday and the long days I put some cologne on too. Perhaps I am just really ugly, which I have always thought of myself despite people telling me it's untrue. They could just be being kind for all I know. This is why I commonly call myself a troll. Many times when I was little my parents used to tell me that God made someone special for everyone and you are no different, and the little cynic I was and am replied yeah, He made her for me then her parents had an abortion.

This isn't to say I don't try. There is a girl I want to ask out so bad my soul aches every time I am in the same room with her. She has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. But I am afraid, one of the few times in my life I might add, I might scare her, I might make her run away, or somehow hurt her. Added to the fact I have absolutely no idea how she feels about me because we don't get to talk much only compounds the problem.

For the most part this is a venting of my soul, a minor respite in the depravity that is called life then I enjoy no more then getting shots at the doctor. I hope it doesn't offend anyone, as I stated this is some place to place my thoughts so I can regroup and take an assessment of the situation. Comments or criticisms are welcome if anyone would like to post them.

Hmmm

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 17:44:22 GMT

Is the Rae ok?

So little to post and so much time

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 03:54:37 GMT

It ironic, work like a dog for 6 straight days. It was pretty much get up, eat breakfast, go to work, get home, eat, go to bed. I wasn't too thrilled about this but I can't complain that my pay checks will be much better then what I had when I was only working 15 hours (now up to 30).

Yet today I had a nice short day with only 6 hours so I got off at 5 pm, and yet I sit at home bored and lonely like normal, but I digress, you have had enough shit the last few weeks you don't need mine.

Lets start with I started working for Wendy's in December and I rather enjoy it. The pay is really good and the people I work with are a rather stable bunch for the most part.

I am saving up for a new computer, my old one is getting old and all of the new games that have come out in the last 2 months that I have really wanted to play (Dawn of War 2, Empire: Total War) won't work on it. I plan to give my current computer to my mom when I get my new one.

I am paying for WoW but I have not really played it. We stopped raiding in January so there wasn't much reason to log in.

That's pretty much all that has happened to me lately.

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 04:44:52 GMT

The Life Experience Test

Overall, you have partaken in 51 out of 169 possible life experiences.
Your average life experience score is therefore 30%.

The average score is 50%, making your experiences more than 6% of the people who have taken this test.
The average for your age group (18-25) is 45%.

Broken down by category:
Art: 3/17 (18%)
Career & Work: 5/13 (38%)
Civics & Technology: 3/7 (43%)
Crime & Disarray: 2/11 (18%)
Education: 8/18 (44%)
Fashion: 2/10 (20%)
Fitness, Health and Sports: 4/7 (57%)
Life in General: 5/14 (36%)
Relationships: 2/14 (14%)
Religion & Politics: 1/4 (25%)
Social: 7/22 (32%)
Travel: 6/20 (30%)
Vices: 3/12 (25%)

Take the test and see how YOU compare

Had to quote, too funny

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 18:49:34 GMT

The main thing is to get a new term substituted for WMD. First, "weapons of mass destruction" doesn't effectively communicate that the threat is directed against people and or property-- not just against a "mass"-- of what?

Second, science textbooks have long taught that mass can neither be created nor destroyed, so this ambiguity in the term causes confusion for budding young scientists.

Third, what is a weapon? Is a single anthrax virus a weapon or does it have to be enough to fill a test tube or have some sort of delivery mechanism? Is a centrifuge used for uranium enrichment a weapon or just a tool? How about a bomb that only kills two people? Is that a WMD? Clearly, the term needs refinement.

The jetliners used in the 9/11 attacks would not be defined as weapons of mass destruction, yet they clearly caused "mass destruction". None of the 4,000 soldiers killed to date in Iraq and Afghanistan has been killed by a WMD.

Clearly, we need new terminology if we are to prevent "catastophic attacks by terrorists". How about CAT's? I think a lot of people would get behind a policy to wipe out CAT's.

This man is no idiot

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 19:36:14 GMT

http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au/story/0,25197,24700827-7583,00.html

My grandma told me about tis party

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 03:08:00 GMT

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27281903/

Hahaha

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 19:02:30 GMT

http://syncaine.wordpress.com/2008/10/07/blizzards-new-focus-for-wow-just-as-soon-as-mythic-finishes-it/

Feed the little shit to the croc!!!!

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 00:22:39 GMT

http://www.news.com.au/couriermail/story/0,23739,24439676-952,00.html

I feel so cold

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 16:42:08 GMT

Warhammer open beta starts on sunday, or if your like and got into the preview weekend a few weeks ago I am also in the server stress test yesterday and today before everyone else too =D.

And because I preordered the game I get a week head start of the normal full game when other people when they would just be doing beta

Sinus infections suck

Barns and Noble don't carry shit for books

thats about it

Cool stuff

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 18:53:30 GMT

http://www.wired.com/gadgets/miscellaneous/news/2008/08/5_Gadgets_Arrested

The Rae

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 05:31:20 GMT

Where is she?

I believe in Harvey Dent

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 01:37:02 GMT

The Dark Knight was AWESOME!!!!!!!!! Too bad the joker won't be in any in the future, or at least the excellent joker

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 02:14:34 GMT

I saw Walle, it was brilliant!. The film died right in the middle and they had to fix it (it cought fire and burned, bubble formed in picture and it split in two, keep seeing in person) so we got 6 free tickets so I get to see batman this weekend too (though it was already decided to do but now its free!)

Important things

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 03:12:56 GMT

Big things that happened.

Mom had back surgery and now has 2 vertebra made out of legos.

Looking for a job, again, which sucks, AGAIN. Wish there was a way to copy and paste onto paper so I don't have to keep writing down all the same info.

I watched 2 seasons of big love, which was weird and watch the first season to Dexter which is a show about a serial killer who kills murders.

Had a problem with a game I played called Saga and a booster I bought in real life. They are really cool and got everything worked out quickly and professionally. You ought to try it some time. The game is 20 bucks and comes starter units and 3 boosters. No monthly fee and if you want more troops either buy boosters from your local hobby stores or online. You can also get a very basic free account from file planet but you'll be short the boosters and some of the basic troops. There is also a trial version.

The internet is for porn

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 02:41:00 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRgNOyCnbqg

Wow... just wow

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 16:49:26 GMT

Read this story
http://tampabay.com/features/humaninterest/article750838.ece

And I am back, with enough sleep to make my brain be able to function

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 13:49:28 GMT

The trip was ok, not much for the Kiyel to do so he made himself busy helping and hearding girls around when one or four of them decided to wonder off in a direction that everyone else wasn't going in.

Grats on your horuse winning again and that the fat peoples horse didn't show up.

My mom will be going into back surgery this weekend so I will only be on randomly

Penny Arcade got the same out of it that I did

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 14:09:58 GMT

http://www.penny-arcade.com/comic/

Poor Sony

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 21:41:01 GMT

I donno, just seems like their E3 was rather unspectacular. The only thing that really cought my eye was Littlebigplanet

Oh there was a new trailer for Afrika but it is in japanese http://www.gametrailers.com/player/34896.html

FFXIII

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 19:11:16 GMT

Is comming out for the XBOX 360... yay!!!

I am back

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 05:06:56 GMT

and very tired. But my dad is currently at the airport with a bunch other people becuase flights keep being delayed and I told him I would go to sleep when he did so I might be up until late tonight.

The wedding was ok, not too exciting and rather different then the norm as far as customs go, like the bride (my cousin) and the goon didn't walk around to each table and talk to the people who came and my poor uncle was stuck as a baby sitter. But I can say that I have been to worse easily.

Now to go and not fall asleep.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAE!!! 21 now, you can drink like a fish